真得不懂我在你心里是什么地位

真的不知道你到底在想什么！也不懂你到底要怎么样！不信息我，不打电话给我，不听我电话，信息又不回复！到底要我怎样？你要我接受你！好！我接受！可是~为何你现在那么样的对我？问你爱我吗？你却说：现在只是喜欢还没有爱罢了！！
唉。。到底你想怎样？？可以告诉我吗？很烦你知道吗？你要我不管你！我都已经不管了！我到底还是不是你的女朋友阿？还是只是陌生人？我要你的回答~~为何你重明白？我该怎么办好？谁可以帮帮我？我快疯掉了~~~~~~

i`ll lying alone wif my head on the phone
thinking on you till it hurts
i noe you hurt too but wat else can be do
tormented and torn apart
i wish i could carry you smile in my heart
for tis time my heart seem so low
it would make me believe wat 2morro could bring
when 2day does`t really noe,
i`m all out of lovei`m so lost without you
i noe you were right.believing for so long
i`m all out of love, wat am i without you
i cant be too late to say it tat i was so wrong
i wan you to come back and carry me home
away from tis long..lonely night
i`m reaching for you..are you feeling it too?
those the feeling seems on..so right?
and wat would you say if i called on you now
and said tat i cant hold on?
these no easy way.it gets harder each day
pls love me or i`ll be gone................